Time doesn’t always heal the wounds.

I know what it’s like to want to be invisible, to be able to hide forever, to never uncover the truth underneath it all.  I’m an expert at covering up the pain.  I make it look easy to act like it’s all okay.  

But life is too short to chase after someone long gone.  This game has been played too many times, the line has been crossed.  You had a good girl, you had it all. I’ll forgive but I won’t forget, but no longer will I be blindly in love.  

But don’t you dare speak for my feelings.  Don’t tell me it’s not so bad, that your life will always be worse than mine because that will never be true.  You don’t understand how much I wanted this to work out.  How many times you were on my mind.  You will never get it through your head that I was always in love with you from the flaws to the perfections.  

 

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